Wiser people than I have ruminated on the unfair nature of things concerning the loss of pets.
Unless you have a Galapagos tortoise or naked mole rat as a companion there
is a pretty high chance you are going to outlive them. That still doesn’t really prepare you for it….
We official got Layla in March of 2011, likely she was about
4.5 months old. She was the softest, little nugget with a pot belly and comical
half upright ears.
The adoption agency claimed her derivation as Boxer/Mastiff we were expecting a large dog with lots of slobber. Instead she maxed out at about 48 pounds of pure energy and only moderate slobber.
We started basic training as early as possible at about 6
months of ages, Thursday nights in a cold barn in Rickreall, sitting, staying,
calling, she did well but the prong collar was always needed to keep her
attention. She was a good sniffer, she
could find the rock coated with truffle oil placed in the driveway, but we
never went as far as truffle hunting.
Being more likely a terrier she was a chaser. Layla
would keep after deer until they managed to clear the fence, returning satisfied
and spent. Once I caught up with her to
find the deer halfway over the fence with Layla clamped onto one rear leg
getting flailed about. I often thought
she would get kicked in the head but never did.
She knew our cats but would occasionally encounter other cats on the
property, she bled badly from those encounters, but never seemed to learn from
it. Her true nemesis was likely squirrels,
she knew the word and would take off like a shot to roust them from the bird feeder
and keep them tree bound.
For a dog who hated baths, she often found herself coated in
mud, poop of various kinds, or occasionally rotten stuff.
Layla liked slow boats; canoe trips on the Willamette,
sailing with minimal heeling. Less enamored with motorboats she would tolerate it
but give you the look (leading to the Boring Dog Video series). Layla attended several boat classes (MOCC)
roaming the classroom or field lectures, talking people out of their lunches
and giving good cuddles to relieve stress.
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She loved the beach and always got the zoomies when she hit
the sand, before settling in for a long walk along the wrack line. Layla could swim but preferred not to her PFD
was a great improvement. She would fetch
a ball until the end of time. Her preferred mode of travel was in the truck seat.
Our vacations were a great time for Layla. She got to hang
with the Corvallis Labrador Contingent and apparently had much more lax rules
concerning furniture. Fawn colored in a
sea of black doggos, I’d often check social media while away to find that Layla
was on some cool hike somewhere…often places I’d never been.
Ultimately, she settled in to be a farm dog. Hanging around, chasing stuff, getting in
trouble then coming to chill out in the shade while I weeded the garden, or
watered trees. Her head fur stayed soft
and she liked to be scratched just below the ribs.
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The end came shockingly fast. In retrospect there were signs, never much of
a barker she started reacting with lots of barking in late July and early
August. August 10 brought a huge group
of people for a potluck, she seemed to have a good time but was exhausted by
nights end. August 13 was a trip to the
vet, but on the 14th she began waking into walls, bumping into furniture,
she couldn’t find her water dish without help, another vet visit… WBC counts
and liver tests revealed nothing physical.
Faced with a neurological condition we put her on some meds but failed
to fend off the symptoms and decline.
She still liked
people but lost her over the top circle tail wag. It seemed she lost a clear sense of who I was, shying away from affection. She’d pick up a tennis ball if prompted and
chew it for a few minutes, then wander off with it tucked under her lip. Her balance was reduced enough that she would
fall off the stairs, wander into flowerpots and trip over objects. On Aug 28, 2019 we tried to go to the coast for
one last beach trip, but she couldn’t tolerate the motion of the car. We
decide to relieve her of all of it.
She
looked at me with her big brown eyes as the drugs took effect and slipped off
into the ether.
Godspeed pup I’m gonna miss you.